Real Christmas trees; Made in Prison

As I left Sheffield a few days ago, they were stacked up. Row upon row of wrapped Christmas trees in the Sainsbury’s car park. All real trees….no artificial ones, and ethically sourced apparently this year. Real Christmas trees for our hopefully real Christmas.

I’ve just bought 10 Christmas trees myself. Made out of small beads, they are a few inches high, and took several hours each to complete. Made by John, a prisoner in the Kanater Prison, Cairo, these trees, and Christmas bells, and beaded bags he makes earn him a bit of money for himself and the prison fellowship of about 40 men who meet together 4 times a week, 3 times for prayer and Bible encouragement during the week, and 1 time on Sunday for worship, song and sermon.

He’s been there for 15 years, an Indian who might still have another extra 5 years before release home. It all depends on the authorities, who keep changing their minds and the regulations on foreign prisoners.

So he makes Christmas trees, and daily leads the prison fellowship as a pastor, looking after the needs of his brothers. Taken to church rather unwillingly, ‘by the hand’ by his wife in the past, he became a true Christian whilst in prison. ‘Here I met Jesus, committed my life to him, and was set free Ian, yes in this prison, thanks be to God’. Today he spoke of the great opportunity that Christmas brings, not just for the communion service allowed twice in the year by the authorities, when the Bishop come to lead them in bread and wine, but for the witness to the other prisoners – and to the guards. ‘We are allowed a Christmas gathering to eat some snacks, and sing, and talk about the baby born to set us free….and we invite them, all of them, and some come, Ian, yes even our guards. Isn’t Christmas wonderful when we can serve them with this good news?’

And so he makes Christmas trees, and looks after his flock, and speaks of the freedom Christ brings within the walls, and even serves his guards. Real Christmas trees for a real Christmas.

 

An Unexpected Journey

Yesterday on the Turkish airplane flight to Egypt, I watched The Hobbit again (well the earphones did help drown out the engine noise, screaming children and snoring from Mr Obese next to me!). Not everyone’s cup of tea, the story is all about a small hobbit, Mr Bilbo Baggins, who finds himself on an unexpected and rather hazardous adventure with unlikely companions – a bunch of displaced dwarves all trying to regain their home whilst fighting against a variety of vicious and deadly foes….including to top it all, a fire breathing dragon.

On meeting with Galadriel, the Top Elf in the area, the wizard Gandalf is asked why such an insignificant being as a hobbit has been brought along to face such evil. He replies that a fellow wizard Saruman believes ‘it is only great power that can hold evil in check, but that is not what I have found. I found it is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay… small acts of kindness and love. Why Bilbo Baggins? I don’t know.’

Later in the story, Bilbo speaks to the displaced dwarves about why he thinks he is on the journey: ‘I often think of Bag End. I miss my books, and my arm chair, and my garden. See, that’s where I belong; that’s home, and that’s why I came cause you don’t have one.. a home. It was taken from you, but I will help you take it back if I can.’

As I arrived in Egypt I have asked several people about the on-going situation…now into its third year of volatility, which has seen a bloody on-the-streets revolution and the overthrow of a dictator President, army rule for a year before dubious elections, when a skewed vote saw a minority party gain power via a new oppressive President, who led the country to become totally divided within another year, which led to another street revolution, and the reinstatement of army rule, curfews and civil restrictions, ironically to the great relief of the majority of the people. ‘Wearied’, ‘Restricted’, ‘Alone’ – all words used by friends in conversations today. The situation is tense, people are having to take great care to protect themselves, they want their home back as a place to live and raise their families in the future. What am I here? Well, I guess to offer some small things where I can, on a journey I don’t fully understand, and to offer an extra light into the darkness.

From our own insignificance within our needy world, may we each offer our small acts of kindness and love, to hold back any darkness and evil, and to liberate, heal and restore those needing and aching for true home.

Last word to Gandalf then: ‘The world is not in your maps and books. It’s out there’. Let’s adventure.

You were with us, now you are in us

“You were with us, now you are in us”. A phrase used today in Ibillin by a close friend of Jabour Khoury as he reflected on the loss of his dear friend just over 6 weeks ago to cancer. Thousands of people came to Jabour’s funeral service from across the north of Israel – drawing Christians, Muslims, Jews and Druze together in shared grief. Today I was reminded of the enormity of that loss as I sat with Jabour’s family, led prayers at his graveside, left roses in his memory, and wept for the loss of my good old friend – one of the first Arab Christians I encountered in 1997. As another friend wrote in the memorial book (presented 40 days after the death, and packed with testimonies to this remarkable Christian doctor – a true polymath of a man), “The absence may make him more present now – this is the nature of love – these are the beloved people, who live in our souls”.

So….the loss is enormous, and was etched on the faces of his wife and children. But Jabour is not lost, either to heaven who will have gladly received him, or to earth where his wise words and influence continues, and his beautiful and generous life reminded me of the words Jesus uses in John 12: 24 about death and a fruitful life: ‘Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.’ A final word to Sohil – Jabour’s closest friend: “You are living in my heart, feelings and mind, even though you are now living in God’s hands’.

God, may my life be fruitful for you, and by your grace even my death be fruitful too.

A pearl of great price….

’10 shekel tat’. Yes, this was the competition (revised since Highway Projects days, with independent judge and and official crowning) that captured the imagination of the Cliff College study tour on their last evening in Jerusalem The idea? To bring to the last night an item you have negotiated in the souk for 10 shekels, and speak about it, convincing the judge that this is the gaudiest, tattiest bit of tat in the market – and that you should win. Pleased to announce that Laura Goldsborough was the 2013 winner. Items submitted included baby Jesus without a head, a flashing Mary, ’10 lepers’ soap, a head-dress all ready for budding belly dancers, and the winner, a flashing Ramadan crescent and heart on a stick, with alternating flash patterns. Yes…..everything can be bought in an Old City souk!

Which led me to muse again…….this time on Matthew 13: 45-46

Where do I find what is true and real and solid and useful behind the oceans of tat in the marketplace, where religion has become a commodity and faith a souvenir? How do I discern and grasp true light when everything is flickering, dancing, flashing – designed to capture and entertain? What is of worth when I can haggle the price down to my manageable budget, and so win the game of ‘gift of least price’?

Within these walls…

Within these walls I sit – secure and untroubled. Surrounded by strength of stone – my fortress of solidity. Built by those long gone, their work is evident around me. Here I am protected and defended. Untouchable by any forces seeking to envelope and destroy, within these walls I sit.

Within this wall I live – separated and troubled. Surrounded by snaking concrete, sponsored by state and international aid, I live as one trapped. Built by those I see on television, I hear their security discussion – I am the enemy who needs containing, and within this wall I sit.

A journey from within the Old City walls of Jerusalem, through the Security wall of Bethlehem.